May 26, 2012

There was a time when I indulged too much in the negative emotion I had inside of me.

Blaming everybody but myself for how I was feeling.

It won me no friends because, actually I turned into an arsehole.

A complete and utter arsehole.

The plunge from grace served it’s purpose in my life.

No more blaming the world and it’s inhabitants.

No more demanding the past to pay.

I grew up that way.

I like who I am now as I am everybody I wish to be.

I’m liked for the right reasons.

Kissed goodbye to that person.

The old me.

The one that blamed the world for my misery.

Happiness found me.

I allowed happiness access in to my life.

I’m a better person.

I’ll still make mistakes.

I’m only human,

Although now a decent being.

April 26, 2012

Me Paenitet.

I’ve been a dick to my love.

Sorry takes back no insults.

Tomatoes grow pointless without you.

Yes I love you, I’m just terrified of losing you.

You are my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night.

What love feels like.

Non stop ponderings.

I’ll always be a dick, my love.

Are you better off without me?

I can’t smell your scent on my pillow.

Washing you away aches.

Your heart is pure.

I hurt you.

I can’t take that back.

Stupid emotions.

April 25, 2012

“ Etiam in morte, superest amor. ”

April 25, 2012

My Two Dearest Friends.

Ginger and no testicles makes you one of my favorite cats, Bruno.

Cats are incredible creatures.

They don’t mind to listen.

Backchat is seldom.

Loyalty always.

Hairballs covered in puke I can handle.

You’re both curled up on the couch near me and I love you.

You’ve seen me in some states.

You helped me to survive.

When it was dark and heavy, commitment to you carried me through.

You are my two dearest friends.

April 25, 2012

You Are The Change.

Life.

A fate both cruel and kind.

Time.

At the mercy are all of us.

Today could mark the end.

Smile more.

Tie up loose ends with lost friends.

Apologise when you’re wrong.

Love.

Listen with understanding.

Hugs.

Give hate the cold shoulder.

Except.

Make the world a better place.

Old people.

Respect.

Appreciate what surrounds you.

Recycle.

Turn off the television.

Education.

Teach yourself new skills.

Air in your lungs.

Walk.

Take photographs.

Stroke puppy dogs.

Cut out bad foods.

Create.

Appreciate.

Be proud.

Worship your reflection.

Magazines are a fabrication.

You are unique.

The world is bettered by your existence.

Make a difference.

The change starts with you!

April 25, 2012   1 note

Remember…

I’ll Be There For You.

Friends.

You carry me through.

What’s life without them?

Everybody needs somebody.

The burden help carried.

If I fall you will catch me.

Couldn’t be more sure of.

In a wilderness of loss I forgot the importance.

Everything.

I see clearly.

Error of way.

The day marks change.

My arms are open,

Shall you fall.

Ready to catch your sorrow.

In the palm of my hand.

Dry your eyes mate.

April 25, 2012   1 note

My Castle On My Hill.

The cats will guard at the keep.

Ferocious would-be lions.

The enemy gets a thumbs down.

Toy for cat is mouse.

A throne I’ll sit up on.

Then a queen I’d feel.

It would be my castle.

It would be my hlll.

I made it.

April 25, 2012   1 note

A Heart Shaped Apology.

Empty.

It’s my fault.

Brunt of fury.

Where will it end?

Destruction happens.

Not always.

Not even sometimes.

We are good together.

I make you laugh remember,

or is it the other way around?

Shared understanding.

The world around me.

Ardo ab chao.

Green faded.

Point.

Jaded.

I hope you’ll love me where the sun always shines.

April 25, 2012

Another human who will never be there.

Better things to do.

Draw something your interest is more in.

No more am I second best.

I’ll always be first to the next.

Always been second best.

Doesn’t matter.

The world is ending in another place.

Go and save the day before the sun sets.

April 25, 2012

FUCK YOU!!!

Low day today.

Haven’t you heard…

There are more important things out there.

A-gwaning.

You ex is in a mess.

Fixing that.

Over.

You failed the test.

If you want something to be did,

Done it yourself.

Rely pon no cunt.